Feeling Down

have just went back to work for the 1st time in 5 years.It has really been hard on the kids.Austin is acting out and Morgan is wanting to be with me more than usual.Like tonight Morgan wanted to know when I was going to bed so she could go with me.She wanted to sleep with me.When I asked why she wanted to sleep with me she tells me because I miss you.That just broke my heart to pieces.I did shed a few tears over what she said.I know that it is helping us all out by me going back to work.I just feel like I am neglecting my family by not being home all the time.I am so tired when I come home from work that I don't even want to cook them dinner.I just hope we can all adjust to me working again.I am doing this for them.I hope they know how much I love them and miss them when I am at work.

Things have been kinda crazy

Well I guess I have let this blog go dry.Things around here have been kinda crazy.Let's see where to I begin.Well we have made it though another school year.Morgan had the best teacher this year.I hope she gets a good one like that next year.She made learning so much fun for them that the kids didn't realize they were learning.She done really well on her CRCT Test.She is above average in reading and right on target with Math and Language Arts.On now to Austin!!!Austin is growing right before my eyes!!!He will go to school in August.He is all boy and then some!!!!When you ask him if he is going to school he tells you no!!!!I have to stay with mommy because she will miss while I am in school...How sweet is that.His favorite things right now are Super Heroes.I think we have watched SpiderMan at least 1000 times!!!What we will endure for our kids.....Now for Chris....He is still working for the glass company.We are counting down the days when he can go full time at the port where he works part time right now.We were hoping my now he would be full time.Its the government so they tend to take their time.I know the full time position will come right on time.Now I know you want to know what have I been up too.Well I have started working again after 4 years....I work for The Kraft Company.I am a merchandiser for them.Yes I am the one responsible for putting all those yummy chips ahoy and oreos on your shelves at the grocery store.I am still adjusting to working again.I just love having that little extra income coming in every week.It makes me feel like I am helping ease the load on Chris.So I guess that's it for now.I will try to keep this blog going.