~~RANTING~~

You can totally tell the I have been MIA from my house all week.No,not inthe sense you think.I am usually home everyday.I have been a SAHM. Well this week I have been working everyday!!!!My house still looks like a wreck!!My laundry is reproducing as I sit here and type this!!!Our A.C has been out all week.Still have not gotten that fixed yet!!!We can't seem to get anybody out here to fix it.So on top of my house being a wreck ,me being tired and the A.C.going out Chris is being an ill butt!!I will say that instead of what I was really thinking.Who knows What is wrong with him.I give up trying to understand him.Ok so enough of that!!!!

I am looking forward to my days off!!!I do not have to go back to work till Wednesday afternoon!!!Praise the Lord!!!!So what do you think i will be doing?I give you one guess!!!!GETTING THE HOUSE BACK IN ORDER!!!I can't stand it being this way!!!I am going to get Morgan's room cleaned out while she is gone.She went to Bama with my Mom.They will be home on Sunday!!So that has to get done tomorrow.I am going to clean out her closet and toy box.If I do it when she is here she won't throw anything away!!!She thinks she has to keep everything.I guess while I am at it I will clean Austin's too.Hell might as well clean my closet too!!!It seems like I just did mine!!!

OK THAT'S ENOUGH OF ME RANTING!!!

3 WEEK VACATION

I have taken like a 3 week diet vacation!!!I have been doing Sparkpeople since January of this year.I have lost like 16 pounds so far.I have 2 pounds before my first goal!!!!I probably would have already accomplished that goal had I not taken my 3 week vacation.Now in my defense I didn't gain any weight during that 3 weeks.So I think that's pretty good.I have set new goals for myself.I want to be 15 pounds lighter by my birthday.That would mean I need to lose about a pound and a half a week for the next 4 months.Can I do it?Damn right I can do it!!!!!!Am I going to do it?Damn right I am going to do it!!!I plan getting back into excercising at least 5 times a week.The kids like to go bike riding ,so I figure we will go bike riding too!!I am still going to keep tracking what I eat and how much I eat.I have alot of work to do between now and October,but I will get it done!!!!I am going this weekend to find me a new outfit for the big occasion...A friend and I are going to have a girls night out for my birthday.We are going to celebrate my birthday along with me and her being 15 pounds lighter!!!!!So I can't wait!!!!15 pounds lighter here I come!!!!You are going to be gone in 4 months!!!!

GIVE UP?I DON'T THINK SO!!!!

I had to work the overnight shift last night at work.I come in this morning at 6:30 to what looked like tornados had came through my house.I guess my house was the only one it came close too.Now I am the kind of person that when I go to bed at night everything is picked up and put away.My kitchen is clean and nothing on the counters are out of place.I said all that to say this.NOTHING WAS IN ITS PLACE THIS MORNING!!!!There was not a clean floor to be found!!!Chris tells me well I just gave up!!!!Now I wonder what would happen if I just gave up?I think I know what would happen!!!!Shall I list them?There would be nothing cooked!!!!There would be no clean clothes!!!There would be no beds made!!!!There would be no kitchen/bathroom cleaned!!!The poor pets would probably just starve!!!!The kids would never get baths!!!!Feel free to add to my list!!!I am sure there are million more things I could add!!!!So I guess you could say I will never have a chance to just GIVE UP!!!!!

TOMORROW IS THE DAY

Well tomorrow is the big day.Chris starts his new job.I am kinda excited and scared at the same time.We did find out that insurance is going to be really expensive for the family.We will have to work all that at when his 90 days are up.We went to wal-mart the other night and he put filled out an application there.Well they called today verifying employment for him.So he may get a part time job for awhile .I am so glad that he is willing to get that second job so I can stay at home with the kids.I know that with all my heart he will do what's best for us!!I have complete faith in him!!!!WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS CHANGE!!!

Peace at Last

I think I have finally made peace with Chris leaving his job of 6 years.I know in the long run it will be better for us as a family.No more long hours!!!We will actually be able to sit down as a family and eat dinner together.It's been a long time since we have done that.He will not be so stressed out that he can not even function like a person needs too.I guess I am kinda getting excited about the change.I just have to trust the good lord above!!!!!

1st Blog

Well this is my first blog.Not a whole to say at this time.What I need to be doing is getting dinner ready!!But no I am sitting on my ass doing nothing!!!Who knew that this computer would take up all my time?It's just to addicting!!!I could be on this thing all the time!!!No housework would ever get done because I seem to be the only one who can run the vacuum or turn the dishwasher on!!!!Oh and don't even get me started on the laundry!!!That seems to multiply by the second!!!


That's enough for now..I am leaving to go start dinner!!!No really I am!!!